Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Si Masayahing Bata.

So, I don't even know where to start.
I promised her that I will blog about her since I blogged about flery. XD Here goes..

Slim frame, tall, tan, straight hair with a pair of "kinda" deep set eyes.

She is one of the friendliest girl I have ever known. She knows no limits, accepts challenges, and a certified risk taker. She is really not the type of girl who is shy, rather she is very (and i mean V-E-R-Y) vocal. She loves to sing (like, soooo much!) and dance. In one day, she can sing about 20 choruses of songs she likes.
If you need someone to laugh at your jokes even the super duper corny ones, get her number from me.
SHE LAUGHS ALL THE TIME. As in, not just for a minute or two, but for like.. 10 mins or so. Seriously. Take my word for it. She knows my deepest darkest secret and I know for sure that she wouldn't tell anyone. I trust her so much. She's one unique girl who knows how to appreciate good times, good vibes and good friends. She is immature at times ( who isn't? lol) but gets seriously mad and irritated (especially with flery) sometimes. TALKATIVE. Enough said. For her age, she is still quite curious about stuffs and has the attention span of a 6 year old (i quote flery). We never really had a misunderstanding or a big fight or anything. I just enjoy her company. She helps turn my bad days around since she laughs at every single thing. Her good vibes are often sent out to the rest of my friends so she is really one key element to keep my "badtrips" away.

Hmm.. I guess that's all I gotta say, I can't imagine college life without her (aaawww..) because she's one of my friends that I am really close with. PLUS, I just love finding her a boy friend! :D

Check out her blog here!


>> M.

Wew. Doodle Work: Pastime and Rants.

(I know it doesn't look much of a doodle, but I like it... so shut up.)

so, I finally agreed with myself that I have a hint of "art" in me after all. Yes, I have a talent, and no, I am not much proud of it. why? coz I know I can still practice and I know that there's still a lot (and I mean A LOT) to learn. I really really want to enhance my so called "talent". I don't wanna be just another girl, I want to have something special. If no one out there makes me feel special, I would try my best to trick myself into thinking that I am! I don't wanna be compared to anyone. I am dying to punch people who keep saying that "oh, that looks like "toooot's" work or hey, that looks cute, "toooot" must have made it."  Yea, people kinda like me for my "acting" skills, but I think they just think that my voice is funny coz it gets really pitchy when I shout. I just.. I really don't know. I feel depressed, no one appreciates me being around (emo. lol).  I'm done crying over this tiny tiny thing. I think I'm going mental! Gosh, I really get sensitive when it comes to my well being. I need something to boost my self- esteem. Seriously, my self esteem is lower than.. than.. everything? see! I can't even think of something.

Am I really not capable of doing something nice ( worth to be appreciated )? Am I not worthy of being told that I'm good at something?

I really hate myself. I wish I could try harder to do something about it. I really just.. *sigh
I feel worthless, like I'm good at nothing! I constantly strive to be best at something.. anything! I'm just really a loser. I talk too much, I eat too much, I sleep too much, I rant too much..

I'm just tired. I just really wanna feel special, I envy those whose talents are really at its "full bloom", and the way people adore their work.. I miss that feeling.. eerr..

I think a need a psychologist for my rants.

RANT RANT RANT. ( This post is like a kid with a razor blade deciding if he's ready to die or not. lol. )

Monday, September 12, 2011

Constant Loop

Have you ever felt like everyday is just an exact photocopy of the day before?

That's basically what my past two weeks have been. (*sigh) nothing special (good, great, stupendous, glorious, miraculous, weird) has happened! and usually I intend to break this so called "week-repeat" (yea, i thought of what I will call it)  but I just really don't feel like doing anything! (plus, I'm broke=zero balance in my pocket). I tried to write a short story for my other blog, but I just can't think of anything. I tried to color my doodle in Photoshop, but the stupid scanner won't scan. I tried to ask my friends to play Rock Band (my guilty pleasure, never fails to make me happy all week), but they're also as broke as I am. I want to practice photography, but I feel like every time i put my slr in my bag it gets heavy (plus the tons of paper for notes, doodles, etc.). I wanna play pottermore, but I didn't register (I have to wait till October T_T).  I'm just too lazy to do anything. Well, at least I'm studying for quizzes/tests the day before (that's a first) and I pass my assignments on time. That's probably one positive thing, right? I need someone to amuse me. HELP.

Oh well, that's all, I just love to rant. sue me. 

How the hell did I ran out of cash anyway?!

>> M.

Saturday, September 03, 2011

got a C. wew,

My Lakbayan grade is C!
How much of the Philippines have you visited? Find out at Lakbayan!
Created by Eugene Villar.

this sucks! i expected atleast a B. haha. i really thought that because my family loves to travel, i would have visited a lot in the philippines. turns out, there's still more to discover. oh well. :D

Friday, September 02, 2011

can't stop..addiction..

that's it! i'm totally addicted to photoshop again. *sigh

so here's what i've done this evening.

haha! played around with fleryberry's picture. :D

wew, *yawns. i'm sleepy so i'm gonna hit the sacks. good night.